A few weeks ago Jeff and I decided it was time to start round 2 of fertility.
As most of you know this is something we have been struggling with for quite some time now. I decided it was time to see a new doctor and see what our options are.
I am so incredibly excited for this new chapter of our lives. I met with the new doctor and what he accomplished in 1 appointment took our last doctor 5. He is a fertility specialist and endocrinologist. I was amazed at his level of knowledge and his compassion for this subject. He renewed my faith and hope in this grueling process and has me truly excited for our future.
So in the next few weeks we should have answers to questions we have been carrying for a long time and will be well on our way to starting our family.
June has been quite the month so far and now, more than ever, I know without a doubt in my mind that Heavenly Father is mindful of Jeff and I. He has a plan for us and for me personally. My faith in His timing has grown exponentially these last few weeks. Faith and patience is something I struggle with on a daily basis, but know I am finally beginning to see the blessings that come when you trust in Him 100%. Giving him the heavy burdens I chose to carry on my own for so long. The Atonement is not just for sin. Am I thankful for the trials and pain? Yes, I truly am; because I know that I would not be where I'm at now if I hadn't gone through everything else.
3 Things to Say:
I couldn't say it better my self Jenny dear. ''I would not be where I'm at now if I hadn't gone through everything else''.
I don't know why Heavenly Father makes us go through certain trials in life. They don't seem fair sometimes. They are overwhelming. They are crippling.
What I do know is what you said, through the Atonement we can overcome anything.
i am so happy you see that and that you understand that there is a light at the end of the very dark tunnel you have been passing through. When you get to have a baby of your own in your arms you will know exactly why you had to battle infertility...it was to be a better mother, a better teacher for your children.
I am so excited to see what the rest of this year brings you...and i hope you continue to blog about it as well :)
love you
Bless your ♥......you hang in there .......because your time is coming! You'd better be ready for it! I can't wait.....and this Grandma wants to babysit a little Johnson babe!! Fingers crossed!!
You will be in my prayers cute girl and like Bev said FINGERS CROSSED.......I loved your post and pray that your time is close at hand.....
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