Sunday, June 23, 2013

Round 2


A few weeks ago Jeff and I decided it was time to start round 2 of fertility.
As most of you know this is something we have been struggling with for quite some time now. I decided it was time to see a new doctor and see what our options are.

I am so incredibly excited for this new chapter of our lives. I met with the new doctor and what he accomplished in 1 appointment took our last doctor 5. He is a fertility specialist and endocrinologist. I was amazed at his level of knowledge and his compassion for this subject. He renewed my faith and hope in this grueling process and has me truly excited for our future.

So in the next few weeks we should have answers to questions we have been carrying for a long time and will be well on our way to starting our family.

June has been quite the month so far and now, more than ever, I know without a doubt in my mind that Heavenly Father is mindful of Jeff and I. He has a plan for us and for me personally. My faith in His timing has grown exponentially these last few weeks. Faith and patience is something I struggle with on a daily basis, but know I am finally beginning to see the blessings that come when you trust in Him 100%. Giving him the heavy burdens I chose to carry on my own for so long. The Atonement is not just for sin. Am I thankful for the trials and pain? Yes, I truly am; because I know that I would not be where I'm at now if I hadn't gone through everything else. 




Monday, June 17, 2013

Experience


I got this fortune the day we closed on our house and it is the second best fortune I have ever received. (The best one said "Jenny, will you marry me?")
Ever since this day, so many things have started to make sense and fall into place. I am going to be 29 in just a few weeks and I finally feel like my life is moving in the right direction. I have felt stuck on a very hard/trial ridden path for a very long time.
However, I do feel that I have gained incredible amounts of experience along this path. And experience is something I don't think I would trade for anything in this world.
So cheers to experience and cheers to finally being a grown up!!